Saturday, February 28, 2009

Luahan Hati Ku??? Konon...

WHAT ARE MY FEELINGS NOW???

For me & en.hubby of course we'll tgh counting days...(as @ today 22days to go)..Less than a month...

For me...mcm2 perasaan yg timbul..Mcm2 mende yg tgh bermain kt fikiran nie..tapi xde le sampai stress or depressed kan.. I cool & rileks jer...hehehehe...

Tapi, still x leh nk avoid dari "memikirkannya"...

Every night mesti susah nk dpt good nite sleep..Takut+debar+Risau...yela kot2 tgh2 mlm my water broke..or sakit nk beranak ke..hehehe...

My home nowadays terlalu le panas nye..tido sure berpeluh gile..(currently not afford to buy Air-cond yet)..Kaki lak selalu cramp..nk x nak kena pakai selimut cover pinggang ke bwh...

Disebabkan selimut & keadaan panas..sure le "berkuwap"..cadar seakan2 lembab di sebabkan peluh..hehehe

So..bile tgn sy tersentuh area cadar tu..buat sy cuak...hehehe.."BASAH"..samada kencing tilam or my water broke...HAHAHAHA

Besides that, my work @ office that selamat di distribute..just tinggal nk ajar dorang cane nk wat je...Since that, dorg dh start tanya bile start cuti.??

Xde plan pon nk amik cuti awal..sbb bukan confirm pon akan deliver ikut EDD kan..bleh jadi awal or lambat.. Tapi ikut tahap "kerajinan" sy nie..mmg le teramat "rajin" nye nk ke ofis everyday..6 days a week..

Kdg2 badan nie rasa weak & x semangat je nk ke keje..especially dh ujung2 minggu..yela..dh seminggu keje..Penat weh...

Contohnye ari nie..Penat semacam..Tapi gagahkan diri gak dtg ofis..Nasib baik le Saturday just 1/2 day je..Kalo full day..confirm sy MC ari nie..hehehehe...




Sure heaven gile kalo dpt tukang urut utk massage badan2 ku yg tengah sengal2 nie..AARGHHH...pinggang ku sakit..

2 comments:

Cho Zila said...

>>salam.. dah dekatkan apash.. dah booking sepital mana?? baby pertamani memang debar dia lain sikit.. jalan lahat.. kat ipohler jugak yek!! banyak2kan berdoa yerk..

Mrs Azmar said...

Cho Zila,

w'salam..

mmg debar sgt2..bersalin kt spital besar ipoh je..

a ah jalan lahat tu ipoh le gak..