Bila nak siap ni??

4 Mei lepas kereta saya dilanggar dari belakang. Alhamdulillah tiada melibatkan kecederaan. Cuma yg tak best kereta yg langgar tu blah gitu je. Tak sempat nk ingat no plate dia. Saya cuma ingat AGM je..No belakang tak ingat. Kereta Proton Saga BLM Putih.

Sampai skang kereta tak siap repair lagi. Biasale bila melibatkan claim insurance kan. Konpem lambat. Nasib baik MIL bg pinjam keta. Kalau tak...rasa patah kaki le..susah nk ke sana ke mari.

Wordless Wednesday #9

Kesian kat Wira saya ni. Saya langsung tak sedar bila dan mcm mana bleh jadi camtu. Sampai le petang semalam en.hubby balik kerja dia nampak. Tuan yg bawak kereta ni langsung tak sedar. hhhmmmm....

Yuna ker..............???

First time saya guna Libresse setelah sekian lama setia kepada kotex. Guna haritu pon sebab dapat free. Lepas guna rasa cam ok juga Libresse ni. Yang penting senang nak cuci kan.

Haritu baru en.hubby perasan saya guna Libresse. Nak tau ape soklan dia??

En.hubby: Saya guna Libresse ye skang?
Me: A ah..nape?
En.hubby: Sayang nak jadi sape? Yuna ker...........???
Me: Amboi2 tau le Yang ni gemuk nak kata mcm Adibah Nor le tu.


Sungguh hampeh tau. Mmg le saya sedar saya tak slim macam Yuna..tapi takde le sebesar Adibah Nor kan..Sentap mak...

Anyway Libresse ok gak. Pilihan saya Maxi Wing. Try guna overnight..Makk aaiii panjang gile. Tak selesa pon ada. So stick pada Maxi Wing saje le ye.

Jalan petang2 cari mee goreng

Sekarang ni kan tengah dalam mode diet. So, kalau nak lagi cepat turun berat badan haruslah mengeluarkan peluh skit. Lebih bagus exercise. Ingat cara mudah buat kat rumah adalah lompat skipping tu. TAPI, ada kerisauan skit pasal haritu bersalin cesarean kan. Dan baru2 ni baru dapat urut bagi naik peranakan. So, kang lompat terlebih2 jatuh peranakan pula. Tak sanggup tanggung risiko. huhuhu...Biar le kata saya ni fikiran kolot. Biar asal selamat.

So, option yg ada dan boleh angkut anak2 sekali ialah jalan2 di petang hari. Keluar peluh juga tau. Walking for 30minit pon consider exercise. Hajat hati nak gi jogging. Tapi tak terpergi2 lagi..hahaha..kasut dah berzaman tanam hajat nk beli tapi tak beli2 lagi.



So, ada le satu petang tu tengok cuaca bagus je. Tak hujan dan tak panas. Letak Hannah dalam stroller suruh si Qaseh pakai selipar. JOM ITUT MAMA JALAN2. Laju je dia carik selipar dia. huhuhu...



Tak jauh dari rumah ada orang berniaga depan rumah jual laksa dll. Terus rasa nak belikan si Qaseh Mee Goreng. Kan ke dia peminat mee. Alang2 dah order mee goreng tak pedas untuk Qaseh, Mama beli sekali laksa & mee rebus untuk seisi rumah makan.



Makcik & Pakcik ni le berniaga bersama. Sweet je..huhuhu..Dorang ada jual juga air2 dan rojak buah. Buah2 cam jambu & sengkuang potong sapu sambal & tabur kacang tu pon ada.



Setel beli hantar balik dulu food tu..berat lak nak bawak jalan2 kan. Pas hantar kami sambung jalan2 balik. Dapat le Mama kuar peluh skit. Jadi la kan..


Teringat waktu sekolah rendah. Darjah 6 masa tu. Selalu lepak kat kedai2 depan rumah macam tu kat area kampung saya dulu. Dulu ada 2 port kami ske lepak. Kedai Mbah & kedai makcik gemuk. huhuhu..

Lepas kelas tambahan (UPSR) balik rumah salin baju. Terus gi melepak + melantak laksa/mihun sup + ais kepal limau. Lepak lama gak. Agak2 food dah turun perut kayuh basikal balik gi sekolah training netball pula. Sampai le nak dekat kol 7..baru masing2 bergegas balik rumah. Masa tu active sangat..so badan slim le. Masa tu je la. Pastu terus badan makin naik selari umur pon meningkat.



Nak dijadikan cerita port yg saya selalu lepak tu juga le tempat lepak en.hubby. Cuma waktu tu saya darjah 6 dia darjah 3. Sah2 saya tak pandang dia..dia tak pandang saya kalau terserempak pon kan. Masa tu rasa cam jauh je perbezaan umur kan. Kalau pandang dan terminat pon mesti stock buat adik angkat. hahahahaha....

Lawak sungguh kalau difikirkan. Tapi itulah namanya jodoh. Dari satu sekolah dan tempat lepak yg sama. Tapi kami dipertemukan di atas feri di Pulau Pangkor...Sungguh cantik pertemuan kami yang Allah aturkan.

Terima kasih Allah kerana menemukan cinta sejati saya. Moga jodoh kami berpanjangan dan bertambah kuat buat selama-lamanya.


Oppss..jadi entry jiwang plak. Ok ler daaa....

Takut punya pasal...

Semalam saya mimpi yg bukan2. Mimpi tu saya, Qaseh & Hannah dikurung di bilik bawah tanah. Dan kawasan itu bakal ditimbus. Saya berkali2 cuba melarikan diri bersama Qaseh & Hannah tapi mesti gagal. Kami dihalang oleh seorang lelaki yg amat besar. Macam lembaga hitam yg besar pon ada jugak.

Setelah berkali2 cuba melarikan diri, lelaki besar itu menangkap kami dan mahu membawa kami ke tempat lain. Semasa saya diheret keluar dari bilik itu, saya menjerit memanggil "MUTIARA..MUTIARA"..mimpi terhenti di situ.

Selaian mimpi saya rasa bagai "ditindih"..diri nak terjaga dari tidur tetapi amat sukar sekali membuka mata. Dan rasa bagai susah mahu bernafas. Dah lama tak kena tindih ni. Dulu kat sekolah asrama selalu lah. Selepas membaca berbagai2 surah, melaung Allahuakbar..baru dpt buka mata. Terus sms en.hubby yg diwaktu itu ada urusan di luar. Tinggal kami bertiga je kat rumah.

En.hubby minta ambil wuduk dan solat isyak sambil berzikir. Lupa nak bgtau masa tu awal lg. baru jam 8.30pm. Tidur sebab nak tidurkan si kenit berdua...

Sebabkan kejadian itu saya takut nak tidur dn takut nak bangun. Gagahkan diri ke bilik air dan terus tunaikan solat. Selesai semua saya tertidur atas sejadah..huhuhu..Bila terjaga saya naik ke katil sambung tidur dgn si kenits.

Tidur sampai ke subuh. Hajat hati mmg nak bangun buat cheese tart tapi takut sgt untuk berjaga sorang2. Terbayang2 lagi lembaga hitam tu. huhuhuh....

YE MEMANG SAYA PENAKUT. NAK WAT CAMNE KAN??

Tapikan persoalannya..SIAPAKAH Mutiara itu?? ataupon bukan orang tetapi Mutiara betul. Ke nama adik Hannah nanti Mutiara??? Biar betik nama orang Mutiara?? Pernah jumpe orang nama Mutiara tak???

Adik Hannah??? Uisshh...Hannah baru 6 bulan. Doktor suruh rehat 3thn bagi elok skit perut saya tu...

MIMPI mainan tidur je kot..

Saya Generasi...

Pagi ni di Riuh Pagi Era topik nya "Saya Generasi.....". Topic ni dimulakan oleh @aidasue di twitter. Saya tak aktif twitter so tak tau sgt. Just tau dari apa yang saya dengar di radio je tadi. Topik menarik, so boleh jadikan entry di blog. hahaha..

Saya generasi ape?? So jom check it out.

1. Generasi layan POP KUIZ yg Pak Nil pengacaranya. Pernah pergi rakaman Pop Kuiz di Hotel Syuen, Ipoh. Masa tu bintang undangan kumpulan NIKO..dah le tgh minat gile si Affa time tu. huhuhu. Setel rakaman je terus gi serbu dorang kat set. Tak pasal2 kena halau. hahaha..seb baik time tu baru sekolah rendah. Takde le malu sgt..kata budak2 kan.



2. Generasi main Brick Game aka TETRIS. Masa tu popular game super mario dan len2. Tapi saya takde game tu. Game set yg guna ala2 cassette tu. Apa ntah namanya. Cuma ada Brick Game tu je. Itupon pulun main sampai High Score.



3. Generasi layan citer jepun Maero Attack. Mmg tak miss la citer tu. Pastu verangan buat somersault berputar. hahaha..Padahal men bola tampar bukan terer pon.



4. Generasi main lompat getah tu. Zero point, one point...saya paling tak terer buat pusing 5x tu. mesti slow giler. Setakat buat untuk diri sendiri boleh la. Bila nak kena cover ahli geng lain mesti hampeh. Selain lompat getah tu main juga galah panjang, tutup botol dan batu seremban. Especially lepas abih UPSR. Dah tak belajar sangat. Main je kejenye. huhuhu..



5. Generasi meminati boy band bermula. Masa tu yg plg popular Backstreet Boy, N'sync, Hanson, The Moffats dan banyak lagi la. Kalau local artis KRU, 4U2C, NIKO...tapi Feminin, RES2 tu sume tak bape layan. Biasa le kite pompuan ske artis lelaki je. hahahaha..

6. Generasi pakai baju ala2 rappers ke ape ntah. Baju besar, seluar besar then kasut yg dh macam safety boots tu. Baling kat anjing pon boleh biol. T-shirt Quicksilver time ni popular sungguh. Bayangkan kami 4 beradik ada kasut boots tu sorang sepasang untuk raya. Kasut sorang dalam RM200+/-. 4 orang dah berapa. Kasut saje. Time tu kasut macam tu dah mahal gile dah. Lagipon kami bukan orang kaya pon. Alhamdulillah rezeki Abah murah...

So, korang generasi ape pula?? Yg lebih kurang sebaya ngn saya maybe ada yg sama dgn cerita saya kan. Jom le kongsi kisah anda pula...


P/s: Gambar sume google saje. Thanks to the owners..

Happy Birthday to me!!

Happy 28th Birthday to me !!

2 more years before meninggalkan 2 series dan join 3 series group. hahahaha..

Lunch kang ada org nk belanja kat San Francisco Steak House..yaahuuuu!!..rezeki...rezeki..

Thanks for all the wishes kat FB, sms or call. Terharu gak ramai yg wish. Thanks guys..

Few people tanya saya ada bake cake utk my own birthday ke?? hahaha..lawak2..xde pon sbb kemalasan susah melanda..

Anyway have a great weekend guys!!

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Audit Postponed!!

Dari pagi2 kol 8 kelam kabut siapkan ape yg x siap lagik utk audit..
susun2 file sume..by 9.30am setel..
and the auditor supposed to come around that time.

tunggu punyer tungu..sampai kol 10.20am..x sampai2 gak..
last2 my manager call itu auditor..
rupe2nyer He's not coming..
patut le x sampai2
Auditor lupe nk bgtau audit postponed..
sabo je la..

Audit postponed to next month..bulan pose..
sure melepet je time audit tu..especially time testing product..
tgh panas tu beb..kering tekak..

Nway..hehehehe (gelak jahat)..
So xde le bz kan..buleh update blog sambil2 wat keje ni...
hahaha..
seronok2..

Mommies out there..HELP ME!!

Cam ape je title tu kan..
ahaakss..

Mommies out there..please help me on this..

IS YOUR PERIOD CYCLE CHANGED AFTER U GAVE BIRTH OR STILL SAME AS BEFORE??

Sudi2 jawab eh..penting ni nk tau..

My normal period cycle is 28-30days..tapi bulan ni dh terlebih...tu yg nk tau tu..

kena stay back..

since ade Qaseh ni..kol 5 jer sure panas bontot duk kt kerusi ni...
mesti nk cepat2 balik..
kalo ade urgent matters x pon boss sibuk2 panggey wat keje..
baru le kena stay back..

arini boss x suruh pon sy kena stay back.
x leh balik kol 5..
koje x siap lagi weh..
esok dh audit ngn IKRAM...

bz2 pon sempat update blog..
hahahaha..
just to let u guys know that I will be busy tomorrow!!..
maybe xdpt nk update blog..
ade org kisah x??
ntah..ntah xde..malu jer..
huhuhu...

till then..

Make up...

Smlm terbaca blog lin pasal "Jom make up"..
Dalam n3 tu dia ade bg link blog sorg minah nie..
Michelle Phan...ade tips2 make up dan beauty tips laa..

Ptg smlm after work..sampai umah a little bit late..
kol 6 baru sampai..tapi dh inform awal2 kt MIL akan lewat skit..
ruper2nyer..dorg sudah buat plan...utk "culik" Qaseh..
My MIL bwk Qaseh gi umah cousin dia..
Kalo sy blik lewat skit..sampai umah tgk2 Qaseh xde..
lagi kejam..sbb dorg xde bgtau pe2 pon..
huwaaaaaa....

berbalik pd citer make up td..
since Qaseh xde..so tinggal me n hubby jer..
so ade free time skit..hubby lak bz layan tenet..(mentang2 dh ade wifi)
Sy pon ape lagik..baru pas tgk blog michelle phan tu..
ade tips pakai egg mask..before this yg sy selalu buat..
guna cotton pad tu..apply white egg then tepek kt muka..
leceh method tu..buat sy malas nk selalu buat..

lepas tgk video michelle phan tu..rupe2 bleh direct apply je white egg tu..
hahaha..idok le teman tau..
then rupe2 nye egg yolk pon bleh guna as mosturizer..
info baru yg I know..ok gak..tapi "hanyor" skit la..

x cukup ngn muka sy pakai mask..ngn muka hubby pon sy pakaikan..
mula2 dia x nak..tp sy paksa..last2 dia ngikut jer..hahahaha..
Next time bleh wat lagik..

Ckp pasal make up nie...normally kalo sy kuar ngn hubby gi shopping ke..attend wedding ke..
sy sure make up..make up pon biasa2 jer..bukan reti sgt..bantai tepek je kt muka nie..
bg x nmpk pucat jer..
kalo gi ofis lak..jarang sekali make up..tgk mood n masa...
kalo tgk jam mcm dh lewat..tenyeh lipstik je la jawabnyer..hahaha..
kdg2 lipstik pon lupe pakai..

selama 27thn ni hanya sekali je merasa make up "over"..time kawin la kan..
masa tunang pon member je yg make up kan..


Ade sekali tu pas abih pantang..kami nk bwk Qaseh kuar..gi shopping..
Sy pon bersiap mcm biasa n make up le..
setelah dekat 2 bulan x kuar umah..and dlm pantang..
sure le selekeh je kan..dahi plak dok pakai pilis tu..badan dok bau minyak je..
hehehe..

bile dh siap..hubby kata "sayang cantik la"...hahahaha...
kalo bukan laki sendirik..sape le nk puji kan..jadila..

1. Muka tanpa make up langsung even lips gloss...
2. Make up sendirik...
3. Make up by professional

It does make a differents...
I make up just utk hubby..supaya bini nye nmpk "cantik"..
hubby x larang makeup..tapi jgn le over2 plak..

dia ske light color jer...kalo nmpk merah skit dia soh padam lipstik tu..
hahaha

My stories....

Alhamdulillah Allah kurniakan sy dgn otak yg cerdas..
huhuhuhu...

Through out primary and secondary school, my academic achievement can be rated GOOD..
though during my pre-school (Tadika perpaduan) I was the best student..
Standard 1 to 3 I was no1 in class and 2nd in darjah..
While standard 4 to 6 I was the top 5...
During the UPSR I managed to get 4As..
Surely my parents were proud of me..

Eventhough, I got 4A's I never got the offer to boarding school..
I knew why...cos my A's were not at high side..probably 80% only..
So, I ended up continued study at kelas rancangan khas (RK)..
Sekolah harian tapi ade hostels...

Due to frustration never got the offer to boarding school..
I study very hard during the mid term exam (Form 1)..
Turn out the results were very good..
very damn good and I'm the best student for whole form 1..
student cina pon kalah tau..hahaha..bangga jap..
In a split second I became popular in school...
So, merasa amik hadiah during the majlis penyampaian hadiah tahun 1995..

Can U guys guess what was my end term exam result???
I was 27th in whole form 1...
Can u imagined from no1 to no27??
Teruk kan sy??
In form2 it became worst..
Sume gara2..banyak main..malas study..
kt dlm kelas pon men2...
This started when I had a few frens that I can call group..
gossiping..chit chatting.."berangan"..u named it..
I can't blame my frens..it was all my fault..my own choice..

But, all changed when the 1st math class during form 3..
the math teacher asked all student to stand on the chair..
and who can answered her question (math formula) can sit down..
I was so embarrassed cos I was on of the remaining student that still standing on the chair..
even though I managed to answer the question..but it with the help from my classmate..

That moment was the turning point for me..to study hard for PMR..
Alhamdulillah..I managed to get 8A's..
Again..I made my parents proud...
Finally with the PMR's result I got the chance to further study at MRSMBP..
Throughout the form 4 and 5..I was again being known as the "clever" student..
even I was not the best student..but my name used to posted at the noticeboard..
for the 10 best results in BIO, MATH, ADDMATH, PHYSICS, P.ISLAM etc...
And my final cgpa in 3.0 and above...
In MRSMBP only about 13 students get 3.0 for CGPA..
During the graduation ceremony..
AGAIN..my parents were proud of me...

and AGAIN..with the my SPM result.. (9aggregate with 8A's)...
SAH2 LE MY PARENTS HAPPY KAN!!...

HOWEVER, all had changed during my UNI time...
I was not the best student anymore..
I was very lazy..and yet selalu ponteng lecture..
Ni sume sbb I didn't like my course..
Chemical Engineering...yuksss!!
Only few subjects that I managed to get A or B..
Other subjects esp core subject for chemical engineering..
mmg teruk..I even failed the "Chem Process & Instrumental Control"
4 credit hours lagik..it really brought my CGPA under 2.5...
GILAA TERUK..

Only, in the final year i showed the interest to study..
I like my majoring courses.."Environment"...
I managed to get 3.0 above for the 2 last semester..

however, my final CGPA..still below 3.0
PADAN MUKA!!
even my ex-schoolmate yg same course with me got a better result compare to me..
They even asked me why I became like that..
hehehehe....AGAIN..my fault..bukan sbb kawan2..hehehe
I really enjoyed my UNI time..having fun..
I'm not a "skema" student like I used too..
Tapi hasil nyer...hanya 2.84/4.0 for final cgpa...

At last I'm stuck at Kilang penuh debu kt Ipoh nie..
Title position je bunyi masyuk..
but salary?? not that good..

itu la namanyer REZEKI...bukan x bersyukur..
alhamdulillah masih cukup utk kami sekeluarga..
tapi kdg2 envy tgk kawan2 yg mewah2..

so MORAL OF THE STORY..
eventhough result SPM bagus tahap gaban sekalipon..
kalo MALAS dh mengantui diri...
result kt U x semestinyer se "excellent" cam kt school..
Sebijak mana otak kita tapi tidak digunakan dgn betul..
hasilnyer pon x kan bagus gak kan..
yg penting kerjasama learn from the mistakes..

kan..janet kan...kan...!!!


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Papa, Opah, Mak long ske ckp..
"Nanti Qaseh pandai macam mama yer"
"Qaseh nk masuk universiti cam mama eh"
"Nanti Qaseh pandai ckp omputeh cam mama tau"
and so on....

Tapi pesan Mama pd Qaseh..
"Do not repeat the same mistake yg Mama buat tau"
Kalo pandai mana sekalipon tapi MALAS..x guna!!!

Happy 27th Birthday !!

Today, 17 / 07 / 09....

I'm officially 27 yrs old young..

huhuhu

Hadiah pe yg dpt??

jeng..jeng...

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50 sms percuma ke no celcom yg lain..(from celcom)

panggilan suara percuma ke no maxis yg len (from hotlink)

hahahaha..

tu jer..

en.hubby???

x tau..cos x dpt pe2 lagik..

wishes??

of cours form families..and close frens..

thanks to all for d wishes..

Birth Control...

Last Qaseh's visit to Klinik Desa Bemban, nurse tu ade tanya dh consider what kind of birth control yg sy nk amik..they stressed more on the birth control pills ler..Sbb kalo nk amik yg gomen nyer..Sy bleh amik di situ gak..

Actually I still don't decide yet..wether want to take pills or not..cos I'm afraid to gain so much weight when I stop taking those pills one day..(skang badan pon bukan slim..chubby2 sejak azali ni)..kang dh tua nanti x pasal2 badan jadi besar tong (ntah2 tong pon kalah)

the neasrest example is my mum..mmg diakui oleh beliau..hmmmm..

then, i heard that 1 jenis pil perancang yg xkan naikkan berat bdn kita..malahan akan buat kulit kita makin cantik...

nama dia yasmin kot..(nak google jap..kalo jumpe) ceh x jumpe pon gambar kt google..

then ade yg cakap x sesuai utk mom yg bf..

Dulu mmg xde plan nk merancang..tapi dh bersalin operation..then ade complication rahim terkoyak..terpaksa jugak gap kan next child 3 years..

So, any tips or comments my dearest frens.....???

p/s: "kawan baik" tu blom dtg lagi laa..just nk tau info awal2..it's better to be prepare rite??

Hanya sekadar mimpi....

Terjaga di tgh malam..

Terkejut bagaikan jantung mahu luruh...

Terus ku peluk dan cium dia..

Tanpa disedari air mata mengalir...

Alhamdulillah..ia hanya sekadar mimpi..



"Ya Allah, Ya tuhanku...Kau peliharalah kesihatan dan keselamatan orang-orang yang kusayangi. Lindungilah mereka dari perkara2 buruk..amin.."

Tension deh....

Arghh!!...

HP rosak maa...x leh nk transfer gambar baby Qaseh..blog pon x bp berseri..asyik2 entry x bergambar..

bile dh xde gambar jadik malas nk share citer..x exciting ler w/o pics..

nk kena beli digital camera nie..x bleh jadi..
nanti miss best moments ngn baby Qaseh...

HP pon kena beli gak..aiseh..mana nk cekau duit nie..
nk kena kumpul duit le nie..sempat ke sblm HP total rosak..
HP ni sensitif skit x bleh kata nk beli len..
sure dia wat hal punyer..

My 1st Day at Work....

Hari ni dh start kerja lepas 2bln lebih cuti..terasa malas yg amat sgt...

Smlm my fren sms tanya..dh ready ke nk tinggal baby and start work..
time tu ade ngn baby qaseh xde le rasa ape2 lagik kan..

actually xde riso pe2 sebab my MIL yg bela..dh biasa..time pantang pon ngn MIL gak..
Len le kalo anta kt org len jaga kan..sure riso...

Skang baru sejam lebih xde ngn baby...perasaan still maintain...
Lunch hour karang bleh blk tgk baby..kalo xde kerja len le..

Alhamdulillah, pagi ni xde kelam kabut nk gi kerja..
sume in order..
sempat sampai ofis by 8am..

Ni sume sbb x yah siap2 baby nk kena anta kt nursery or umah org..
pagi tadi just pump susu..tiba2 baby bangun terus bagi nenen..just dpat 3oz
then pass baby qaseh kt MIL..
untung kan saya..tinggal ngn MIL..

Rezeki Anak

Last saturday kena gi ofis..sbb boss panggey kena wat appraisal for 2008.
Nak x nak kena gak gi..dlm kol 10 hubby yg tlg hantarkan..
almaklum le..still dlm pantang..x bagi drive sendiri lagik..

Sampai2 je..Admin bg letter from HR HQ..
B4 start cuti aritu..dorg dh mention..HR akan antar surat revise job responsibilities dgn position.
Kalo responsibilities byk..position maybe naik..
Last year mmg sy ade terlibat dlm Job survey...

Alhamdulillah...
Good news for me n my family...
Yahoo...(This is what I'm hoping for d last 2 years..)

Surat Naik pangkat saya..huhuhu..

Mmg syukur sgt2..ni le kata org..REZEKI ANAK..
Rezeki baby Qaseh....

Bukan besar sgt promotion nye..just from Exec naik jadi Senior Exec..
Gaji pon naik le skit...
Lepas le nk beli pampers Qaseh..hahaha..

Fobia???Takut???Tak Berani???

Ape kena ngn sy nie???

Last Sunday, fren of En.hubby dtg umah. Bwk jalan baby baru dia..Dulu ms br 2weeks old..kami ade gi visit dorg kt batu caves..Ahad tu kirenye baby tu dh abih pantang..

Geram je..baby gurl...lagi le btambah excited ni..bile baby mama nk kuar ni??

Mula2 sampai Baby najwa tgh tidur..xde le men2 ngn dia..tapi bile time dorang nk balik...baru dia bangun..my MIL and en.hubby pon pakat2 nk dukung baby najwa tu..except me...huh...

bukan x nak dukung..hati ni NAKKKK sangat dukung..tapi cam takut...tak berani and kekok nk dukung baby..

Ape yg x kena ngn Sy nie...???

Dh nk ade baby sendiri ni..nape still mcm nie???

Rasa nk Membebel lak...

Last Tuesday, ade briefing for Executives and managers levels kt HQ regarding new Job Descriptions, Rumeneration Package and bla..bla..
For factory level mcm kilang sy ni scheduled next week lak. Tapi biasa le kan..sure some informations dh sampai ke kilang2 kan...

Yesterday, one of my ofismate yg status Exec gak bgtau.."Lyiana, U no need to find other job laa..From the briefing the Mgmt told that QA/QC will have a better control and power in daily works. Its good what..."

Then, I just replied " Better control or power meaning that to improve the quality and of course my work load will become more...For what?? Bukan naik gaji pon..Bonus lagi le jgn harap"

Am I being unproductive employee???

After 4 years of working experience..my salary still at fresh grads level with engineering degree...

Bcos of the economic crisis..there might be no increment & Bonus for the year 2008 services...Which 2007 increment & bonus I'm not entitled because still not confirm yet as at 31 Dec 2007..

Mmg tgh bwk bersabo nie..itu rezeki yg Allah bagi kan..kt luar sana lagi ramai yg nasib kurang baik bbanding sy..

Tapi as a human being..if can..we want to gain more rite??

So..ske ati saya le nk carik keje len kan..(padahal skang ni susah nk dpt keje..especially area Ipoh dan kwsn sekitarnye)

Kalo bleh nk carik keje yg gaji byk skit and the benefits tu lg best..menjamin skit kan..Baby is arriving..and future maybe bertambah lagik..expenses pon makin tinggi..kalo gaji dok mcm tu..cane mampu nk hidup makin senang...

Company skang ni..just bagi basic benefit je..Panel hospital pon xde..Tu pasal pilih bersalin kt GH je..Kitaorg bukan org2 senang yg mampu nk ke private Hospital..Duit yg ade baik simpan for better use kan..

I wish I still working at FPG (my previous com)..even xde le setanding Petronas ke shell ke..tapi bg sy..FPG pon dh cukup best...I mean dr segi Gaji, my future career development, benefits...

Tapi tu sume tinggal history..I was the one who made the decision to resign..Tak guna nyesalkan..

I just pray that all the sacrifices that I've made will pay off someday...